Today I went home, and I cried. Yes, I cried. Whoever said that a guy can't cry?

It hurts, always does. It might not seem as much to all of you, but deep down in me, I've changed. Why call people who let your secrets be known to everyone your friends? Why call people who've got no respect for your privacy your friends? I've put up with it. But it's enough. I don't want to shout or scream at them, but it doesn't matter to me now. There is no relationship whatsoever, so just stop bugging me. People like Zach and Chester, just fuck out of my life and get your own.

It's not just the fact that I cant trust my friends that hurts. It's the humiliation as well, the embarassment that we all have. I've learned, I've matured. I try to put a brave front, but sometimes, it doesn't help. It brings me back to Daryl's post about a true friend.

Sometimes. Things can't be changed, but we have to move on. I will.

Still, the hurt lasts. Deep inside, we all admit to that fact. It's all part of being human.