Why are all our lives bogged down with tests? Why do we do our utmost to make sure that we score well for the test, make sure that we aren't as screwed up as we think we really are? I guess for once the stress of a maths CCT, or in fact any test is finally getting to me. It's pretty hard for me to sit down at a table, take out some rough paper and just do maths questions. It just isn't me.

Well, After doing plenty of practice questions, I'm at least pretty confident of passing tomorrow's test. I'm not sure why people preach about sleeping early so you can focus tomorrow, because for me, I tend to focus more on what I'm doing after midnight, and I can probably concentrate for the first two lessons or so before just collapsing on my table.

Maybe I should just try to work till 2 am tonight, and just sleep through the showcase portfolios tomorrow, but that would just kill my chances of learning from anyone how should I go about doing the portfolio. It's a fork in the road where I have to choose - salvage my maths grades, or attempt to make up for it with getting good marks in english.

I don't know. Though the lesser of the two evils would be sleeping earlier tonight... I'll go take a bath, and decide after that. I still can't forget yesterday's events, and happiness. Not to mention we saw Eric Koh and Wincy Tsang together. ^^"

Off I go to concentrate. Concentrate on what needs to be done, what needs to be prepared, what needs to be accomplished.