would it kill you to breathe?

Thick as Thieves -- Dashboard Confessional

Would it kill you to breathe?
Easy only 17 miles lay between you and me
I could make it if I had to
I don't break easily
You've got my counsel, thick as thieves
If there's a crime we'll keep it secret
For there's only trace amounts left in your blood
You may be a sinner
But you may be justified

Just keep your mouth shut
Keep your guard up
I swear I'll make it right

Will it kill me to breathe
Not as easy as you think it is between you and me
I could fake it if I have to
I don't break easily
I need your counsel, thick as thieves
I have no crime to keep a secret
It was hers, it was not mine
Well I may be a sinner
But it wasn't me this time

Just keep your mouth shut
Keep your guard up
I swear I'll make it right

Listen to yourself
There is a hemorrhage in your mouth
It won't stop bleeding
Well you may be the traitor
I will hold the smoking gun
You'll get away clean
I'll keep your secrets til the grave has swallowed me
And I will never tell a tortured soul they are burning by my side
That I am a sinner
I am a savior
I am a lie

So keep your mouth shut
Keep your guard up
I swear I'll make it right

I couldn't wait for Royce to come online with the pictures taken today anymore, so I decided to blog first, and add pictures later.

I'm finally beginning to realise why people were irritated with my insensitivity. I had a similar experience last night with someone, someone who gave an extremely insultive comment, someone who basically denounced someone else who had already moved on to the nether realms, and denounced me, the one in the process of getting over my problems.

I guess he did not realise it, how hurtful it was for him to say that. Nor how hurtful it would be to those who mourned the passing of the dead. I'd much rather say that he needs a lesson in tact, a lesson in life, and a lesson in growing up and maturity.

However, his easy-going attitude has just about made me want to slap him. I will not, of course, resort to violence. But neither will I speak to him, not until I get an apology, not until I can ascertain that he would stop calling every mistake he makes a joke, I'm never going to forgive him. Not for what he said.

Grow up.