I'm too scared to talk, too scared even to open a MSN window. The last thing I would want, is for me to irritate her. To worsen whatever damage that has been done, if any. Coward, some may call me. I wish it was that easy to let go. I'm sitting here, looking at my contact list, and I'm hoping in vain something might just happen.
Why? Why go to camp to avoid me? It's sad, really that I'm once again proving to be able to get on someone's nerves.
I wish. Wished that I was able to connect. So may it be. Detested. Avoided. Am I such?