No matter how hard I try, no matter how hard I tell myself that I have to hold on, stop the force. I screw up all the time. Lose posession, air-ball, miss open shot, everything happens. Oh, not to mention I can't grab rebounds for nuts and I'm supposed to be an inside player.
My new shoes are hurting me, badly. Trying to walk is like having some lump pressing into your little toe and crushing it.
For GP I did the question on harmony in a diverse world. I theorised that harmony can be broken down to a few levels - peace & tolerance, acknowledgment and acceptance. Somehow, it looks like acceptance is so difficult to achieve. Peace & tolerance, well most people are like that. Beyond that, acknowledgment - respect, friendship. Then acceptance - treated with importance, close friendship. After a year and eight months, acceptance is still so far out of my reach. The people you wish would give you an affirmation, some encouragement, some help, just turn a blind eye towards your remonstrations, disregarding you. Why.