would it kill you to breathe?

Thick as Thieves -- Dashboard Confessional

Would it kill you to breathe?
Easy only 17 miles lay between you and me
I could make it if I had to
I don't break easily
You've got my counsel, thick as thieves
If there's a crime we'll keep it secret
For there's only trace amounts left in your blood
You may be a sinner
But you may be justified

Just keep your mouth shut
Keep your guard up
I swear I'll make it right

Will it kill me to breathe
Not as easy as you think it is between you and me
I could fake it if I have to
I don't break easily
I need your counsel, thick as thieves
I have no crime to keep a secret
It was hers, it was not mine
Well I may be a sinner
But it wasn't me this time

Just keep your mouth shut
Keep your guard up
I swear I'll make it right

Listen to yourself
There is a hemorrhage in your mouth
It won't stop bleeding
Well you may be the traitor
I will hold the smoking gun
You'll get away clean
I'll keep your secrets til the grave has swallowed me
And I will never tell a tortured soul they are burning by my side
That I am a sinner
I am a savior
I am a lie

So keep your mouth shut
Keep your guard up
I swear I'll make it right

What's the time?

Long long while since I last posted. I have no idea what to blog about, it doesn't appeal to me anymore. Other than the multitude of projects that have invaded my life, I have stopped. I've stopped sleeping at 11, I've stopped warcraft3, I've stopped spamming forums, I've stopped reading fanfics, I've stopped wasting my time on the internet, I've stopped talking to people I usually talked to, in fact, life has just become a standstill for me.

What with the fact that RJ doesn't seem so far away, it's just a matter of 3 months left. Then I realize. I have just 3 months left in this school. Will it make a difference to me when I leave? Do I want to continue these 3 months just wandering around, scraping the grades that will get me to RJ?

Looking back on the friendships I have developed over these four years. Will they last through JC? Will we all find a new life somewhere, elsewhere? I've lived through the past 3 years and 8 months in a day dream. Should I finally wake up, and treasure what I have?

The time is ticking. It's all so precious now. What with the work? It's all part and parcel of school life. Perhaps. It's time for a new look, a new lease on life.