Ok, so I didn't get into archery. Wow, such a great thing. I guess I'm really just disappointed and sad that I didn't get in, because I was so hopeful and all that. Is it that I set too high targets for myself? Or was my ego too large and I thought I was good enough to make it into the CCA? I don't think it really matters now. Perhaps I was wrong to have been so enthusiastic about the whole thing. Perhaps I should have just taken my time, and then maybe I would have gotten in. Perhaps. But what's the point? I've blown the chance, it's over. Given the number of CCAs I signed up for, I'm probably going to end up as a floating body. I don't want to comitt myself to other CCAs, for I just don't have the interest in them. BUt it's too late for me now. I'll just stay as what I am - a failure.
As a sidenote, I'm sunburnt, having a fever and dead tired. Was playing basketball on-off from noon till about 7.30pm today. Wonder how am I going to survive for tomorrow's class party.