After much heart-to-heart talking today, I've come to realise how much one should value one's self.

I can easily list out all my flaws critically - I'm domineering, self-pitying, oversensitive, do not think before I speak, blunt, super defensive, talk too much and on the whole just plain ass. Well. That is definitely a combination that pissifys people. Not that it should bother me. What matters now is that I should change myself bit by bit, for my own benefit - for as Cheo said, "Those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind".

For me, my social circle is small, and I tend to butt into covnersations, I don't know how to act properly amonst individuals or within a group. For this, I've used to feel the pain, the weirdness of being the odd individual or the one being ostracised. But then I realised that I'm oversensitive. Why should I take everything so pessimistically? It's time to look at life in a positive light.

I'm human, sure. I can't be perfect. But whats wrong with self-improvement? I have to learn to shut up more, which is something I think I do need to do. It's not just for my sake, but for the sanity of others and the ability to work together especially in groupwork. =)

Why bother emulating someone else? Why bother trying to be someone else? Just take life as it comes, and live life your own way. Problems will solve themselves if you can take them with a pinch of salt.

I will try.

Sigh. Tired from 4 hours of sleep and then 6-7 hours on my feet. Rest time!!